Making Out With The Sun

These Lips Have Been Kissed By The Sun. Kisses Me Before It Rises & After It Sets. Such A Beautiful Feeling.

 

Peace, Love & Music

-AngeliK hAlo-

05/19/13

Selfish Shooter

Selfish Shooter

I feel like we're only in your lives to give that attention you thirst for.

You befriend us so you could trick us into playing the roles that you secretly create for us. 

Designing selfish scripts for us so that we can do everything to benefit you. 

Selfish bitches like you shine the trigger, but don't want to volunteer first to stand in front of the gun.

........................

I give you my patience....waiting on you to change for the greater good 

(Unfinished)

AngeliK hAlo,

Peace, Love & Music

For Who?

For who?

I'm tired of doing this 

Who the fuck do you think I do this for?

I'm tugging on a piece of frail thread for you

Walking backwards on a tight rope for you

Putting in 9 to 9's for you

Laying down my time for you

Smoking excessive dope for you 

Slapping clear tape over this big hole for you 

Sticking out like a sore thumb for you

Erasing my memories for you

Crunching my heart down to fit for you

Canceling my dates for you

Neglecting other friends for you

Disowning my family for you

Skipping full course meals for you

Changing up my traditions for you

Giving up my personal space for you

Sharing my hidden treasures for you 

Volunteering all of my energy for you

Ignoring all of the voids for you  

Loving extra hard for you 

Tolerating your bullshit for you 

Catching fireballs for you

Swinging at curve balls for you 

Crying hard in public for you

Sobbing hard and alone for you 

Listening to sad songs for you

Lying through my teeth for you

Holding back tears in the day for you

Crying my heart out at night for you

(Unfinished)

AngeliK hAlo,

Peace, Love & Music

Cold Case

Cold Case

I tell my authentic secrets to robots 

Avoiding my kin

They'll seek judgement 

Afraid to be struck by the pointer

It's cold when I tell them

But I like it that way

No room for company

Company'll stone me

Red dot on my forehead

They'll aim at it

It's cold in here

Pray for her pastor!

Watch the pastor burn this bridge

Open your eyes to my secrets

Shiver when you hear em

It's cold when I tell em 

Framing my face to examine my energy

Vigorously cutting opinions 

Budging to judge me

Stop fucking staring at me!

Shamed  expressions telling a thousand words I know

It's cold when they look at me

You want to be so open 

Fight bitch fight 

Robots don't feel

They never have shit to say

Useless

Best I can do

Can't tell me you know what it feels like 

You don't have religion breathing down your neck everyday 

Your spirit has been sharing secrets with your heart every night

What matters most your heart or your soul?

(Unfinished)

AngeliK hAlo,

Peace, Love & Music 

I'm a Saggggg

Where are you, whoever you are?

I want a good date with someone that'll actually make me smile, laugh, and get butterflies about the anticipation of seeing them again. 

Tired of yawning and daydreaming on the last few dates. I'm a saggggg, it's a sin to be BORED!!!! 

What Tah Pity

What tah pity 

My cheeks sting from the cold drops that were water-riding down my face. 

My mind has gone numb from thinking to hard

Exhausted from choosing my words too often

Avoiding the pronouns that always offend you in any way

My reverse psychology didn't work on you

Choosing to care less to get more out of you

Felt like I was the only one plowing in a field owned by us both 

Sweating hard while you sip sweet tea

Figured if I pushed you out of the seat and sipped some tea for a while that you'd get the gist to pick up the work

Instead you went and found another chair to sit right next to me 

(Unfinished)

-AngeliK hAlo

Intensity

Intensity 

Sometimes I dream about the intensity of our first kiss 

Just to relive our collection of moments  

I had no guilt trips with you

If I did have a guilt trip I'd keep postponing the free rides

I'd rather dance under the moon light with you 

I was hoping you'd leave your shoes behind

This feeling was priceless 

So I know we couldn't lure up enough coins to miss a beat

I used to sit next to you amongst others and still feel vibrations 

That one touch is intoxicating 

It slows down my heart beats

Every sound becomes hollow 

Only you and I in the air 

Sweet nectar and rare treats 

Mmmmm this feeling could make you.....fuck it I forgot 

(Unfinished)

-AngeliK hAlo