Tuesday, July 9, 2013

For Who?

For who?

I'm tired of doing this 
Who the fuck do you think I do this for?
I'm tugging on a piece of frail thread for you
Walking backwards on a tight rope for you
Putting in 9 to 9's for you
Laying down my time for you
Smoking excessive dope for you 
Slapping clear tape over this big hole for you 
Sticking out like a sore thumb for you
Erasing my memories for you
Crunching my heart down to fit for you
Canceling my dates for you
Neglecting other friends for you
Disowning my family for you
Skipping full course meals for you
Changing up my traditions for you
Giving up my personal space for you
Sharing my hidden treasures for you 
Volunteering all of my energy for you
Ignoring all of the voids for you  
Loving extra hard for you 
Tolerating your bullshit for you 
Catching fireballs for you
Swinging at curve balls for you 
Crying hard in public for you
Sobbing hard and alone for you 
Listening to sad songs for you
Lying through my teeth for you
Holding back tears in the day for you
Crying my heart out at night for you
(Unfinished)

AngeliK hAlo,
Peace, Love & Music

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