a S E R I O U S matter

Love is MANY things,

It's varied...

BUT one thing it is not,

And can NEVER be...

Is UNSURE!!

                                                                 

 -Soror Maya Angelou-

this is a S E R I O U S   M A T T E R
i've been heartbroken
one too many times

it all starts off with ME
telling them that they can't have what THEY want
BUT they feed me their bullshit about how they'll be patient

finally when time takes too long they get tired in the fourth quarter
and come to a realization that i was the wrong game they tried to play
i DONT play games

can i just get one gentleman God...
who will respect my body and his
and know that this here is a S E R I O U S matter??

i've even had someone whom was supposed to be my phirst love
to propose to me  and give the f'ing ring to his other ex
whom he told me he didn't want to spend his life with anymore

i tried to act like it didn't hurt
BUT guess what??
IT DID!!

i'm tired of being the victim
especially when i don't make anyone else the victim

so many guys wonder why i don't buy that charm they turn on for me...
because i've been heartbroken
one too many times

remember this is a S E R I O U S matter!!
a relationship is a SE R I O U S matter!!
love is a S E R I O U S matter!!
and my love...
will always...
be...
a S E R I O U S...
MAT-TER!!

Peace, Love & Musik...
AngeliK hAlo
5/19/2009